Luscious Soulful Beauty: January 16, 2015, Wandering thoughts that lead you
home.
Hello Love,
There is magic in our wandering thoughts. They lead around things we try not to notice, where what has been avoided ends up right in front of us and even if we turn away, we see. And in that moment, when the unacknowledged crosses the threshold to the acknowledged, life
shifts.
Sometimes the shifts are small and happen so effortlessly we hardly feel the impact. Others shift us out of our haze, demand we give our full self attention. A part of us thought lost returns home to the body of our knowing.
I had
one of these moments this morning.
I watch the steam dance off the surface of my tea before I take a sip.
Sitting in the dark I hear a hawk cry into the fog and wonder
what the message is.
Then, I am feeling into the dream of my younger self.
I mistakenly thought I was fine with it staying a whimsy of youth whose time had long ago past, only to be hit firmly in my gut
with the knowing that this dream refuses to be put to rest, unlived, unloved.
Refuses to be shrouded in the lie it no longer matters.
And in a moment, an adventurer's spirit is sparked by old dreams jarred into new life.
The path is murky yet its intent is clear.
I
release the details, surrendering into the painful joy of life finding its way. Soothed by the steam of my tea unraveling itself into the morning air.
Wild Wonder is returning...
Love,
Sandi
